redemption
Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 4:07 pm
how do i escape from a hell prescribed by myself?
the more i focus on the light at the end of the tunnel, the farther away it seems. to know that it's really there would relieve this scare, but i'm no longer sure that i should trust my own senses.
mistaking the devil as innocuous is perhaps a forgivable offense the first time, but the second plunge leaves nothing but overwhelming shame.
i've been blessed with a life full of chances at love and beauty, and it seems i have squandered them all. i'm crossing my fingers that this is an opportunity. to find the gates of hell within my own mind is a wakeup call like no other. this time i'm gonna make things right.
i pledge to no longer take for granted the angels that come my way.
the more i focus on the light at the end of the tunnel, the farther away it seems. to know that it's really there would relieve this scare, but i'm no longer sure that i should trust my own senses.
mistaking the devil as innocuous is perhaps a forgivable offense the first time, but the second plunge leaves nothing but overwhelming shame.
i've been blessed with a life full of chances at love and beauty, and it seems i have squandered them all. i'm crossing my fingers that this is an opportunity. to find the gates of hell within my own mind is a wakeup call like no other. this time i'm gonna make things right.
i pledge to no longer take for granted the angels that come my way.